"LINTUGIRL! Why are your f*cking shoes in the middle of the room?!" i heard Steel cursing. i giggled ashamed and said "Didn't knew i left them there!" Steel growled and said "Put them away!"
i quickly got them because Steel would be mad if i would leave them there so Steel could find them again!
We were on a tour through Europe. I missed Lauri, i wanted him to come with me but he couldn't because of the rasmus. but tonight was our last concert of the tour and then we would go home. Lauri and me were now two years together. The rasmus released there new album The rasmus ( howinventive!) and they would go on tour to in two months. Lauri and i could enjoy a long and nice holiday. And after that i would join Lauri on tour because my band would take a break from all the stress.
Lenn wanted to spend some time with her boyfriend who is now her fiance exactly, and they want to prepare the wedding i guess.
Steel wanted to go on a long holiday around the world. she said she needed some alone time and it was her wish to see the world and now we earned our money she wanted to furfill her dream.
Sara wanted to see her little sister. She hadn't seen her in ages and they wanted to spend some time together because their parents also didn't live anymore. Plus her sister was pregnant and they wanted to dress up the babyroom together and Sara wanted to be part of it when her sister had to give birth.
And Rebel buyed herself a new house in Finland with Pauli! Who would have guessed that? we laughed our faces off but ofcourse we were totally happy! And they were still together and Pauli asked her to live with him in Finland. So they needed the time to dress up their house.
When all that went through my mind i took a shower to clean myself up, when i dried myself with a towel my phone ring and i jumped upon the bed and took the call and said "Hi sweetie!" "Hi hun!"i heard Lauri saying on the other side of the phone. "How are you doing in the studio? " i said. "mm, fine, could be better, we are a kind of stuck in our music... need you to make up my mind" he said. i grinned and said "You cheeky bastard! i will be home tomorrow! i'll miss you to!".
We talked a bit more that evening and finally we could say eachother goodbye.
Rebel came into my bedroom and teased me a little bit and said "kissy kiss!" and she pretended to kiss someone, i laughed it off and threw a pillow to her head. Rebel made her way to me and threw my pillow on my head and it became a pillow fight! The other girls soon joined in and we laughed like we didn't in a long time.
A hour later we stood in our dressingroom and did our make up, our clothes and waited for it to be time to go on stage.
We did the song i wrote for Lauri this time as a headstarter and the crowd joined enthustic in. The rest of the night we had fun and i jumped around the stage and i saw Rebel laughing behind her drumms. She ended the song by a few drumsolo's and we thanked the public for their enthusiasm and walked of stage.
It was a great gig and i took my bottle of water because my mouth was very dry. "Finally, i found you!" i heard a womans voice saying behind me. but i didn't recognize her voice so i turned around and said "do i know you and even better how do you get here? You shouldn't be here"
"None of your bussines!" said the woman evily. i sighed and walked away, someone crazy i guessed.
"This is because you took Lauri from me... " the woman said full of hatred. and she took a gun out of her pocket of her trousers. I was shocked to see had a gun and i said "wow, we could talk it out you know..." "what did i do to you that you are so full of hate to me?"
The woman said "like i said, you took Lauri from him and now i taking him back, he left me because of you, so this is your payment because of it and finally after three years this is my chance to get my payback!" she shouted at me.
i looked stunned at her and slowly walked away, but i saw her pointing the gun at me and i started to run. but i heard the gunshot going off and then everything went black....
"au, my f*cking head hurts, what happend any way?" i opened my eyes and saw white walls around me and i layed in a hospitalbed. then it came back to me, that crazy woman, she talked about Lauri. and i sat up straight. "AU!"i said. and i grapped to my chest where was a bandage. "omg was i shot there? how incredible lucky i am that i'm still living!"
I saw Lauri sleeping in his chair and i didn't wanted to wake him up but i wanted to kiss him so badly that i softly called his name. "Lauri.. Lauri... Lauri...". He woke up and i saw his smile grew on his face and he said "finally your awake! i was so scared when i heard!"
i cried and said "i was so scared to, she was f*cking crazy!" "i know hun!" and quickly he pressed a kiss on my lips and i happily joined in and i carefully rubbed his lips with mine. "missed you so much"i said breathless.
"Missed you to hunny" he smiled. i hugged him and said "Don't let go"
For a while we sat like that but then we got interupted by the girls and the rest of the rasmus. i happily greated everyone and the rest of the we talked our asses off.
1 month later.
"Your records are looking good miss, so i suggest you leave the hospital today if you want to, the only advice i want to give you is stay in a weelchair when you can and only walk when you really need to. Your body must get the chance to heal itself."
i nodded and thanked the doctor happily. Lauri got the weelchair excited and rolled me through the hospital and got us home. he took me to the couch and gave me something to drink and the rest of the evening we watched a movie. And i felt save again like i always did in his arms.
Suddenly my phone rings. a text message. i opened it and read the message. the only thing i could say was " oh no, how did she got my phonenumber..."
Lauri frowned and said "let me see"...
The textmessage was saying, Know that i will get you one day, so i suggest you look behind your back, every day, every minute, every second...
"i thought she was in jail..." i said. "Let's call the police" Lauri said. and by that he took his phone and began to call, he was busy for a whole hour and when he finished his call he said "Well they just found out she escaped jail when they were outside she made a hole in the fence and left, probably she took the adventage to send you a textmessage, they are trying to track her down now..."
then i couldn't hold myself anymore and started crying. The only thing Lauri could do was hush and hug me. When i finally stopped crying he took me to bad and tired i fell asleep...
woensdag 27 juni 2012
maandag 19 oktober 2009
Love on the road Part 8
Next morning i woke up exhausted, when i looked next to me, i saw a pair of green sad eyes watching me.
Lauri said " can you it explain to me? , i feel so confused now"
i felt the tears coming up, and i started to panick and said "i, i , i just don't know, how to explain, it's al so complicated, the thing is i will be a bother to you.."
Lauri looked at me in disbelief and said "you.. a bother to me ? , Why the hack are you thinking that ? "
i looked to the other side of the room and felt the tears falling down, why did he had to ask this ? i didn't wanted to bother him with my problems.
so i kept my mouth and just didn't knew what to do.
Lauri sat down on my bed and turned with his hands my face to his and said "tell me, you can tell me anything you know..."
I cried, i just couldn't help it, Lauri sighed and layed his arms around me and hugged me, and didn't say anything.
with that i talked, and i talked, i explained it all to him, how scared i am, and how much i realised i loved him and that i didn't wanted to lose him in any way.
Lauri smiled and said "really, i'm not planning to die yet, so and you being scared, i can imagine that, but i will protect you. If anyone is going to hurt you, then i will kill them, and about you loving me... i love you always! "
i looked at him in disbelief and said "you don't think it's weird?"
"why should i? " he said.
i regretted that i was so stupid last night and said "i'm sorry for this.. "
"no problem, just tell me next time if there is something you have to tell me" Lauri said.
I nodded and hugged him.
1 month later...
i returned back home, home... that sounded so good... meanwhile i lived with Lauri together in his house, cause he wanted to be with me.
it was perfect, i felt home, and i loved him so much.
but the paparazzi is very ennoying ,ofcourse they found out that me and Lauri were together.
i opened the frontdoor and called "Hun! i'm home!!"
Lauri showed his face around the corner of the kitchen and said "hi hun, missed you! how was your day today ? "
i sighed and said "busy! but we recorded a new song, it's totally awesome!"
Lauri smiled and said "Good!, can i hear it soon ? "
i smiled evily and said " i have a copy here, but the question is what do i get from you when you hear it ? "
Lauri laughed and tried to get it, i giggled and runned away and jumped on the couch, Lauri tried to grab me but i was to quick and i runned to the bedroom, but before i could jump on the bed, Lauri grabbed me and sat upon me.
i looked at him confused and Lauri had to laugh, i giggled and said "so but you still haven't the cd!, Lauri giggled and kissed me gently and then quickly grabbed it and putted it into the cd-player.
When the music started he started to kiss me gently and soft and i putted my arms around him, with that...
i had a amazing night with the one i love...
Lauri said " can you it explain to me? , i feel so confused now"
i felt the tears coming up, and i started to panick and said "i, i , i just don't know, how to explain, it's al so complicated, the thing is i will be a bother to you.."
Lauri looked at me in disbelief and said "you.. a bother to me ? , Why the hack are you thinking that ? "
i looked to the other side of the room and felt the tears falling down, why did he had to ask this ? i didn't wanted to bother him with my problems.
so i kept my mouth and just didn't knew what to do.
Lauri sat down on my bed and turned with his hands my face to his and said "tell me, you can tell me anything you know..."
I cried, i just couldn't help it, Lauri sighed and layed his arms around me and hugged me, and didn't say anything.
with that i talked, and i talked, i explained it all to him, how scared i am, and how much i realised i loved him and that i didn't wanted to lose him in any way.
Lauri smiled and said "really, i'm not planning to die yet, so and you being scared, i can imagine that, but i will protect you. If anyone is going to hurt you, then i will kill them, and about you loving me... i love you always! "
i looked at him in disbelief and said "you don't think it's weird?"
"why should i? " he said.
i regretted that i was so stupid last night and said "i'm sorry for this.. "
"no problem, just tell me next time if there is something you have to tell me" Lauri said.
I nodded and hugged him.
1 month later...
i returned back home, home... that sounded so good... meanwhile i lived with Lauri together in his house, cause he wanted to be with me.
it was perfect, i felt home, and i loved him so much.
but the paparazzi is very ennoying ,ofcourse they found out that me and Lauri were together.
i opened the frontdoor and called "Hun! i'm home!!"
Lauri showed his face around the corner of the kitchen and said "hi hun, missed you! how was your day today ? "
i sighed and said "busy! but we recorded a new song, it's totally awesome!"
Lauri smiled and said "Good!, can i hear it soon ? "
i smiled evily and said " i have a copy here, but the question is what do i get from you when you hear it ? "
Lauri laughed and tried to get it, i giggled and runned away and jumped on the couch, Lauri tried to grab me but i was to quick and i runned to the bedroom, but before i could jump on the bed, Lauri grabbed me and sat upon me.
i looked at him confused and Lauri had to laugh, i giggled and said "so but you still haven't the cd!, Lauri giggled and kissed me gently and then quickly grabbed it and putted it into the cd-player.
When the music started he started to kiss me gently and soft and i putted my arms around him, with that...
i had a amazing night with the one i love...
dinsdag 11 augustus 2009
Love on the road Part 7
I just stood there, and enjoyed the people screaming and yelling and singing along with us.
it was so exciting to play in an new country.
i sang along with sall her voice and played my guitar, meanwhile when i moved a bit over the stage i saw Lauri watching me and saw he liked it what i did.
and then i saw Pauli, it made me giggle cause he was headbanging on the music just like me and Aki stood there and laughed about him.
Eero just stood there and watched us and just listend i guessed, good to know cause i really want to know their opinion about our music.
with that we played a cover song from Hysterica, We Are The Undertakers.
such an awesome song! i liked it from the beginning and now we are covering it, with big succes!
With that we stopped playing and thanked everyone for coming and for listening to our music and said we hoped to come back soon.
The crowd kept on yelling we had to play one last song, so we went back on stage and sall said " here's one last song for you guys thank you..."
we played the song i made for Richard one year ago.
perfect song for my emotions, but also very weird cause it was like i wanted to addict this song to Lauri.
it felt like i played this song for Lauri, but i played it always for Richard.
which was pretty weird, but didn't felt wrong.
i knew Lauri would understand this song like nobody else would understand it.
so i watched him and i saw the gaze of his eyes at me and laugh and focus I knew that he understood how important this issue is for me.
Then we really had to stop playing and thanked the public again and went of stage, Lauri and the other guys were waiting for me and said they loved our music.
Pauli said " Yeah, it totally rocked! had to keep headbanging!! "
i laughed and said "yeah, i saw that!, but it was the same as me, when i'm on stage i can't stop headbanging, i just love to do it !!"
Then i walked outside to smoke an cigarette and noticed Lauri followed me, i smiled and said "liked my music ? "
Lauri laughed and said "it really totally rocked! i just loved it, and especially the last song... i mean, i know you wroted it first for someone else but i remember you to that person which made you sing that song for me... that was something really beautiful and something i didn't expected but that's something i like about you..."
i blushed a bit and said "i looked into your eyes and you gazed at me and from that moment i knew you knew the meaning of the song, and i realised indeed that i played it for you, because i like you the same way as i liked Richard..."
Lauri smiled and said " Thanks, i really appreciate it that you shared this with me.."
with that he kissed me gently and carefull and i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back passionatly.
with that he brought me back to the hotel and went to his room, he undressed me with passion i've never felt before and i did the same to him.
he slowly started to kiss my neck and then licked my ear, which made me shiver from lust.
i kissed him on his lips carefully and started to kiss his neck to and did to him the same as he did to me, i heard him sighing and i giggled and looked him in the eyes.
he looked back and his head came to mine, and i felt his lips rubbing on my lips now with a bit more passion then before and i happily agreeded.
with that he grabbed me and carried me to the bed and layed me down and he came lay down next to me.
i became a bit shy, but he kissed me with such passion that i forgot it and kissed him back even more.
then he opened my bra and throwed it away, with that i removed his boxer and he did mine.
with that i layed naked with him in bed and i thought about Richard and tried to get him out of my mind but didn't worked.
Lauri kissed me while he layed on the top of me and said "what's up hunny?"
i smiled and said " can't help it, have to think about him.."
Lauri came lay down next to and said "don't worry, don't be so hard for yourself...let's wait for an while okay ? "
i just nodded and didn't knew what to say.
Lauri felt a few hours later a sleep next to and i just couldn't sleep, i stood up and grabbed Lauri his bathrobe and walked to the window and litted an cigarette and then, i didn't knew why but i broke into little pieces, i cried silently so nobody would hear it, and especially Lauri, i just liked him to much and didn't want him to feel my pain.
i thought about everything that happend into my life, when i was 12 my parents died in a car accident, my grandparents adopted me and i lived with them happily to have some people around me who still loved me... but also they died, when i wasn't at home for an night when i was 18, i went out with friends. when i came back they lay dead in the livingroom, they were robbed and shooted and they bleeded to death.
i cried and didn't knew what to do, i decided i had work somewhere and couldn't go to school, i worked in a pub, day and night.
then i started to know Thomas, he started to like me he told me and i told him the same, he talked to me like nobody else did and i started to trust him.
a few months later he started to abuse me and i runned away him chasing after me, i fall and couldn't get up anymore, i was to tired to go any further, i knew the moment and the feeling exactly when Thomas grabbed me, i thought then it was done for me, that my life was over but i heard someone yelling and hitting him and i fell on the ground again, i felt a pair of hands picking my up and heard them whispering that i was gonna be okay.
then i heard somebody talking to me, i guessed the guy who saved me, that guy was Richard, he took me to his home and said to his mates that it was okay and i would be fine.
he took care for me for a while and after that i wanted to go, but he wouldn't let me go, i started to trust him a bit and he wanted me to live in his house with his parents, and they agreeded.
i started working in a supermarket and earned money to go to school, from that moment i started to love my music, and my life got better, i believed that all the bad things stopped and that i oould live my life.
when we got older i knew that i loved Richard and finally we loved eachother, but not for a long time, in that same time i got such good friends, like lenn, steel, sall, rebel.
and they were thank god still here, but what about Lauri ? what if i stayed with him, would he end the same us everyone i loved ?
i didn't wanted that and made an decision, i can't love him because in order of that , that i can protect him not to die, i rather stay friends with him, then love him and that someone again would die.
i putted on my clothes and wroted a message for him and layed it on my pillow.
with that i sneaked out of the room and got back to mine and fall asleep inmiddiatly.
it was so exciting to play in an new country.
i sang along with sall her voice and played my guitar, meanwhile when i moved a bit over the stage i saw Lauri watching me and saw he liked it what i did.
and then i saw Pauli, it made me giggle cause he was headbanging on the music just like me and Aki stood there and laughed about him.
Eero just stood there and watched us and just listend i guessed, good to know cause i really want to know their opinion about our music.
with that we played a cover song from Hysterica, We Are The Undertakers.
such an awesome song! i liked it from the beginning and now we are covering it, with big succes!
With that we stopped playing and thanked everyone for coming and for listening to our music and said we hoped to come back soon.
The crowd kept on yelling we had to play one last song, so we went back on stage and sall said " here's one last song for you guys thank you..."
we played the song i made for Richard one year ago.
perfect song for my emotions, but also very weird cause it was like i wanted to addict this song to Lauri.
it felt like i played this song for Lauri, but i played it always for Richard.
which was pretty weird, but didn't felt wrong.
i knew Lauri would understand this song like nobody else would understand it.
so i watched him and i saw the gaze of his eyes at me and laugh and focus I knew that he understood how important this issue is for me.
Then we really had to stop playing and thanked the public again and went of stage, Lauri and the other guys were waiting for me and said they loved our music.
Pauli said " Yeah, it totally rocked! had to keep headbanging!! "
i laughed and said "yeah, i saw that!, but it was the same as me, when i'm on stage i can't stop headbanging, i just love to do it !!"
Then i walked outside to smoke an cigarette and noticed Lauri followed me, i smiled and said "liked my music ? "
Lauri laughed and said "it really totally rocked! i just loved it, and especially the last song... i mean, i know you wroted it first for someone else but i remember you to that person which made you sing that song for me... that was something really beautiful and something i didn't expected but that's something i like about you..."
i blushed a bit and said "i looked into your eyes and you gazed at me and from that moment i knew you knew the meaning of the song, and i realised indeed that i played it for you, because i like you the same way as i liked Richard..."
Lauri smiled and said " Thanks, i really appreciate it that you shared this with me.."
with that he kissed me gently and carefull and i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back passionatly.
with that he brought me back to the hotel and went to his room, he undressed me with passion i've never felt before and i did the same to him.
he slowly started to kiss my neck and then licked my ear, which made me shiver from lust.
i kissed him on his lips carefully and started to kiss his neck to and did to him the same as he did to me, i heard him sighing and i giggled and looked him in the eyes.
he looked back and his head came to mine, and i felt his lips rubbing on my lips now with a bit more passion then before and i happily agreeded.
with that he grabbed me and carried me to the bed and layed me down and he came lay down next to me.
i became a bit shy, but he kissed me with such passion that i forgot it and kissed him back even more.
then he opened my bra and throwed it away, with that i removed his boxer and he did mine.
with that i layed naked with him in bed and i thought about Richard and tried to get him out of my mind but didn't worked.
Lauri kissed me while he layed on the top of me and said "what's up hunny?"
i smiled and said " can't help it, have to think about him.."
Lauri came lay down next to and said "don't worry, don't be so hard for yourself...let's wait for an while okay ? "
i just nodded and didn't knew what to say.
Lauri felt a few hours later a sleep next to and i just couldn't sleep, i stood up and grabbed Lauri his bathrobe and walked to the window and litted an cigarette and then, i didn't knew why but i broke into little pieces, i cried silently so nobody would hear it, and especially Lauri, i just liked him to much and didn't want him to feel my pain.
i thought about everything that happend into my life, when i was 12 my parents died in a car accident, my grandparents adopted me and i lived with them happily to have some people around me who still loved me... but also they died, when i wasn't at home for an night when i was 18, i went out with friends. when i came back they lay dead in the livingroom, they were robbed and shooted and they bleeded to death.
i cried and didn't knew what to do, i decided i had work somewhere and couldn't go to school, i worked in a pub, day and night.
then i started to know Thomas, he started to like me he told me and i told him the same, he talked to me like nobody else did and i started to trust him.
a few months later he started to abuse me and i runned away him chasing after me, i fall and couldn't get up anymore, i was to tired to go any further, i knew the moment and the feeling exactly when Thomas grabbed me, i thought then it was done for me, that my life was over but i heard someone yelling and hitting him and i fell on the ground again, i felt a pair of hands picking my up and heard them whispering that i was gonna be okay.
then i heard somebody talking to me, i guessed the guy who saved me, that guy was Richard, he took me to his home and said to his mates that it was okay and i would be fine.
he took care for me for a while and after that i wanted to go, but he wouldn't let me go, i started to trust him a bit and he wanted me to live in his house with his parents, and they agreeded.
i started working in a supermarket and earned money to go to school, from that moment i started to love my music, and my life got better, i believed that all the bad things stopped and that i oould live my life.
when we got older i knew that i loved Richard and finally we loved eachother, but not for a long time, in that same time i got such good friends, like lenn, steel, sall, rebel.
and they were thank god still here, but what about Lauri ? what if i stayed with him, would he end the same us everyone i loved ?
i didn't wanted that and made an decision, i can't love him because in order of that , that i can protect him not to die, i rather stay friends with him, then love him and that someone again would die.
i putted on my clothes and wroted a message for him and layed it on my pillow.
with that i sneaked out of the room and got back to mine and fall asleep inmiddiatly.
dinsdag 21 juli 2009
Love on the road Part 6
*Bang, Bang*
"fuck no, please say this is not true," i heard Lauri cursing.
i giggled and kissed him gently and opened the door, Lenn stood in front of the door and giggled when she saw Lauri.
Then she looked at me and said "girl, we have the photoshoot!! come on!"
i looked at Lauri and he giggled to and said "just go, we will see eachother later!"
i smiled and said "okay"
Lenn pulled me with her to the photoshoot and we did what we had to do.
after that Lauri wasn't there anymore.
i went back to my hotelroom with Steel and Lenn.
i grabbed my mp3 player and listend to some music, i closed my eyes and hummed on the music from Alice Cooper.
Suddenly i felt someone kissing me, i knew that kiss inmidiatly and opened my eyes and smiled, ofcourse it was Lauri.
he took my earplugs in my ears and listend and said "Alice Cooper!, one off my favorite bands!"
i laughed and said "one off my favorite bands to!"
Lauri smiled and kissed me gently, and said "How about going out tonight just the two off us ?"
i kissed him back and said "Sure, what are your plans?"
Lauri smiled evily and said "You missy, will see...."
I sat down on the top off him and said " Tell me mister or i have to do something... to you..."
Lauri giggled and said " Well what were you planning to do with me.."
"well you find out when you don't tell me what your planning to do" i said evily.
Lauri giggled and said "my mouth is closed!"
i bit him in his ear while i heard Lauri screaming "AAUUUU, Fuck that hurts! Your mean missy!!"
i giggled and said " now you know it, so tell me your plans mister!"
Lauri laughed evily and said "no, but here's my revenge missy!!" and he started to tickle me and i pulled away from him and runned to the livingroom of the hotelroom and called Steel and Lenn, "STEEL, HELP ME!!" and i stood behind her.
Lauri tried to grab me but i runned to Lenn, Lenn and Steel started laughing and couldn't stop anymore, they thought it was really funny, in the end Lauri got me after all, so he had his payback on me..."
The luxury thing of the hotelroom was, i had my own bathroom.
so i had to take an shower before i went out with Lauri, Lauri layed on the bed so i said " i'm going to take an shower"
Lauri opened his mouth to say something but i laughed it off and said "you don't let me speak!, i ment with you, if you want to..." and with that i walked into the bathroom.
i no time i felt Lauri his arms around me which made me feel so much better and on the same time it made me think about Richard...
"what's wrong Alissaa? " Lauri asked, meanwhile he softly kissed me on my lips.
i didn't knew what to say so Lauri said "You think about him isn't it ? because of me..."
i smiled an bit and said "yeah, but that doesn't mean i don't like you... it feels so weird to fall in love again, i mean, i never thought i would love someone again..."
Lauri smiled by hearing my words, and he wrapped his arms around me tight, and said " You know what... We have lots of time to spend with eachother, let's take it easy okay..."
i didn't knew why but something revealed inside of me, i smiled and said "Thanks, i'm really grateful of that..."
"no thanks, you mean really much to me, in a short time... this is at least what i can do for you..." Lauri said.
With that we took an shower and putted some clothes on and Lauri and me went out for a fun night.
Next day
i woke up, and noticed Lauri layed next to me. Made me smile, like i used to smile when Richard layed next to me..
i stood up and smiled tonight me and the girls would be on stage, i knew from Lauri he didn't knew that much about our band, so that was a good thing to show them how the girls and me are on stage.
finally it was evening we stood there and enjoyed seeing all those people waiting for us to play, i took my beautiful guitar and saw Lauri watching at it, he had never seen it before.
i giggled and said " something wrong hunny ? "
"no, no, i just love your guitar!" he said.
i giggled and said "i know it's just a amazing guitar.."
with that the girls and me kicked the rasmus out of our dressingroom and started to put our clothes on for the show.
i found my leathertrouser with my black leather corset and did my hair, putted an necklace on and pulled on my boots.
after that i did my make-up and finally i decided that it was good enough to go on stage.
when the girls and me got an sign we had to go on stage , we walked out of the dressingroom with our stuff, when i passed by Lauri , i saw that his mouth was open, and i gave him an wink and went on stage.
to get the fans enthusiastic i letted the strings of my guitar scream and started to play the first intro of an song from our album,
and with that i started headbanging on the chorus and totally lost myself in the music, since a long long time it felt this good to be on stage again just like i did for Richard.
and i realised, that i loved to do it now for Lauri...
"fuck no, please say this is not true," i heard Lauri cursing.
i giggled and kissed him gently and opened the door, Lenn stood in front of the door and giggled when she saw Lauri.
Then she looked at me and said "girl, we have the photoshoot!! come on!"
i looked at Lauri and he giggled to and said "just go, we will see eachother later!"
i smiled and said "okay"
Lenn pulled me with her to the photoshoot and we did what we had to do.
after that Lauri wasn't there anymore.
i went back to my hotelroom with Steel and Lenn.
i grabbed my mp3 player and listend to some music, i closed my eyes and hummed on the music from Alice Cooper.
Suddenly i felt someone kissing me, i knew that kiss inmidiatly and opened my eyes and smiled, ofcourse it was Lauri.
he took my earplugs in my ears and listend and said "Alice Cooper!, one off my favorite bands!"
i laughed and said "one off my favorite bands to!"
Lauri smiled and kissed me gently, and said "How about going out tonight just the two off us ?"
i kissed him back and said "Sure, what are your plans?"
Lauri smiled evily and said "You missy, will see...."
I sat down on the top off him and said " Tell me mister or i have to do something... to you..."
Lauri giggled and said " Well what were you planning to do with me.."
"well you find out when you don't tell me what your planning to do" i said evily.
Lauri giggled and said "my mouth is closed!"
i bit him in his ear while i heard Lauri screaming "AAUUUU, Fuck that hurts! Your mean missy!!"
i giggled and said " now you know it, so tell me your plans mister!"
Lauri laughed evily and said "no, but here's my revenge missy!!" and he started to tickle me and i pulled away from him and runned to the livingroom of the hotelroom and called Steel and Lenn, "STEEL, HELP ME!!" and i stood behind her.
Lauri tried to grab me but i runned to Lenn, Lenn and Steel started laughing and couldn't stop anymore, they thought it was really funny, in the end Lauri got me after all, so he had his payback on me..."
The luxury thing of the hotelroom was, i had my own bathroom.
so i had to take an shower before i went out with Lauri, Lauri layed on the bed so i said " i'm going to take an shower"
Lauri opened his mouth to say something but i laughed it off and said "you don't let me speak!, i ment with you, if you want to..." and with that i walked into the bathroom.
i no time i felt Lauri his arms around me which made me feel so much better and on the same time it made me think about Richard...
"what's wrong Alissaa? " Lauri asked, meanwhile he softly kissed me on my lips.
i didn't knew what to say so Lauri said "You think about him isn't it ? because of me..."
i smiled an bit and said "yeah, but that doesn't mean i don't like you... it feels so weird to fall in love again, i mean, i never thought i would love someone again..."
Lauri smiled by hearing my words, and he wrapped his arms around me tight, and said " You know what... We have lots of time to spend with eachother, let's take it easy okay..."
i didn't knew why but something revealed inside of me, i smiled and said "Thanks, i'm really grateful of that..."
"no thanks, you mean really much to me, in a short time... this is at least what i can do for you..." Lauri said.
With that we took an shower and putted some clothes on and Lauri and me went out for a fun night.
Next day
i woke up, and noticed Lauri layed next to me. Made me smile, like i used to smile when Richard layed next to me..
i stood up and smiled tonight me and the girls would be on stage, i knew from Lauri he didn't knew that much about our band, so that was a good thing to show them how the girls and me are on stage.
finally it was evening we stood there and enjoyed seeing all those people waiting for us to play, i took my beautiful guitar and saw Lauri watching at it, he had never seen it before.
i giggled and said " something wrong hunny ? "
"no, no, i just love your guitar!" he said.
i giggled and said "i know it's just a amazing guitar.."
with that the girls and me kicked the rasmus out of our dressingroom and started to put our clothes on for the show.
i found my leathertrouser with my black leather corset and did my hair, putted an necklace on and pulled on my boots.
after that i did my make-up and finally i decided that it was good enough to go on stage.
when the girls and me got an sign we had to go on stage , we walked out of the dressingroom with our stuff, when i passed by Lauri , i saw that his mouth was open, and i gave him an wink and went on stage.
to get the fans enthusiastic i letted the strings of my guitar scream and started to play the first intro of an song from our album,
and with that i started headbanging on the chorus and totally lost myself in the music, since a long long time it felt this good to be on stage again just like i did for Richard.
and i realised, that i loved to do it now for Lauri...
maandag 8 juni 2009
Love on the road Part 5
i woke up, i rolled over but rolled against someone, i quickly looked and realised that i was in Lauri's night and rememberd my dream.
i lay against Lauri and it feels sooo good! i feel just totally relaxt since a long long long time...
i feel that Lauri is snuggling up to me and i looked at him and i saw him peeking with one eye, and i said "get up mister, your to lazy!"
"i don't want to go yet!" Lauri said, and grabbed me and said " i'm just going to sleep an bit more... do you stay with me.? "
i smiled and said "why do you want me to stay ? "
"because i like you being here with me.. " Lauri said.
i blushed an bit, and really hoped so i didn't saw it, and i answered "okay, i'll stay, but you have to came up with an reason if they find us!"
"yeah, yeah, don't ya worry about it!, it will be all okay!!" he said.
and he snuggled up to me even more, i layed against him and he said "god, you know what ? "
so i said "what ? "
"you smell delicious !" Lauri said.
i blushed again and said " thanks, but i don't feel like it...."
Lauri giggled and said " don't complain, or otherwise i wouldn't have said it!"
i giggled to and said " i don't get used to my face in the morning, i think it's just awful!!"
"lauri got up and threw his pillow on my head and said "your nuts missy!"
i looked sarcastic and said "well if you started me, well then i should finish it!!" and i threw the pillow on him to, but Lauri was faster and got his pillow back and hitted me back with it.
i got it back again and this time i hitted Lauri and i runned in his bedroom, suddenly he grabbed me and i fall back on the bed with Lauri on top!
i was surprised which made Lauri giggle and say " Your so cute when your surprised by something..."
i blushed and said " your to sweet for me... "
Lauri looked confused at me, because of my words cause he didn't understand them why i said those words.
but i had some strange feelings, he made me feel so much better...
i had to cry, Lauri got off me and hugged me and asked, "what's up ?, wanna tell me ? "
i sobbed and said "it's just an long story, and it hurts to much..."
" but i already said once, maybe it will reveal your feelings..." Lauri said.
i thought about it and thought "why the hell shouldn't i tell him, he's going to find out soon anyway from the girls if i behave like this... "
with that i told Lauri the whole story, it made me cry even more, but Lauri was right, i talked to the girls, but when i told him it really revealed some feelings i didn't wanted to show anymore, but he reached me in my heart to show my feelings.
and so i did, it made me cry and laugh on the same time, but it really made me feel better since a long long long time...
i watched Lauri in his eyes, they were so beautiful, like Richard's eyes...
Was it possible that i was falling for Lauri ? that i begun to like him ?
it felt weird cause i didn't expected it to fall in love again in my life, but he made me think of Richard in an very good way which i liked, i realised Lauri was the kind of type i liked.
i got back to reality and realised i still cried and quickly dried my tears of and said "sorry for being like this, it's already an year ago but i feel like i had lost everything i loved..."
Lauri still hugging me looked at me and said "your now with me, i will always protect you..."
his green eyes where watching me and i got lost in it, my eyes where watching him to and i felled Lauri layed me back onto the bed.
his face became closer and i felt his eyes watching me which made me blush and i said "what are ya up to ? "
"this.." Lauri said and he inmiddiatly leaned in to kiss me slightly but so carefully on my lips.
i shocked and wanted to push him away, but he tasted to damn good! And i couldn't resist it to kiss him back, i kissed him back with a little bit more passion which made Lauri smiled and kiss me back more and he carefully opened my mouth with his tongue and he played along with mine...
it felt like we were kissing for an eternity but it was only an few minutes when there was an knock on the door and we heard Pauli yelling "LINTU GET OUT OF YOUR BED!, WE...."
he stopped talking when he opened the door and saw me and Lauri laying there on the bed.
Pauli giggled and said " well wanted to tell you we were searching for Alissaa but she's already found i see!"
i blushed and didn't knew what to say, but so where Lauri!
Pauli was still laughing and walked away, i blushed an playfully hitted Lauri on his shoulder and said " thought you would came up with something!!"
"well i couldn't think of something" Lauri giggled.
i giggled with him cause it was an kind of funny, and he asked "Do you mind if i do this again ..? "
And he kissed me again and i agreeded happily and i carefully rubbed my lips on his and i playfully opened his mouth with my tongue.
Lauri started to kiss me more passionater which made me feel so hot and hadn't been in that kind of way since a long time.
but again we were disturbed and Steel came in and said " SISTER, You are forgetting our photoshoot! get dressed!"
i giggled and said "okay, okay, be there in 5 minutes..."
"yeah sure and my brother is fucking my mother ofcourse ? " Steel said.
i giggled again and said "i'm there in 5 minutes don't worry!"
Steel went away and i had to giggle when Lauri looked at me and said " why don't we have some peace when i want to kiss you?"
i laughed and said "dunno, but i will be stoked with questions!"
and then i made myself ready for the photoshoot with the girls...
when i got on the set, i undressed myself and i wanted to yell because i felt an pair of arms around me but the person shutted my mouth.
the person turned me around and said "you're so beautiful...i just can't resist you.."
it made me blush, ofcourse it was Lauri and i kissed him passionatly and giggled and said "well you have to wait when we are back in the hotel!"
Lauri smiled evily and said " why ? why wait if we are here all alone in this dressingroom!"
i giggled and said " well i still have some time...." and with that i locked the room so nobody could bother us....
i lay against Lauri and it feels sooo good! i feel just totally relaxt since a long long long time...
i feel that Lauri is snuggling up to me and i looked at him and i saw him peeking with one eye, and i said "get up mister, your to lazy!"
"i don't want to go yet!" Lauri said, and grabbed me and said " i'm just going to sleep an bit more... do you stay with me.? "
i smiled and said "why do you want me to stay ? "
"because i like you being here with me.. " Lauri said.
i blushed an bit, and really hoped so i didn't saw it, and i answered "okay, i'll stay, but you have to came up with an reason if they find us!"
"yeah, yeah, don't ya worry about it!, it will be all okay!!" he said.
and he snuggled up to me even more, i layed against him and he said "god, you know what ? "
so i said "what ? "
"you smell delicious !" Lauri said.
i blushed again and said " thanks, but i don't feel like it...."
Lauri giggled and said " don't complain, or otherwise i wouldn't have said it!"
i giggled to and said " i don't get used to my face in the morning, i think it's just awful!!"
"lauri got up and threw his pillow on my head and said "your nuts missy!"
i looked sarcastic and said "well if you started me, well then i should finish it!!" and i threw the pillow on him to, but Lauri was faster and got his pillow back and hitted me back with it.
i got it back again and this time i hitted Lauri and i runned in his bedroom, suddenly he grabbed me and i fall back on the bed with Lauri on top!
i was surprised which made Lauri giggle and say " Your so cute when your surprised by something..."
i blushed and said " your to sweet for me... "
Lauri looked confused at me, because of my words cause he didn't understand them why i said those words.
but i had some strange feelings, he made me feel so much better...
i had to cry, Lauri got off me and hugged me and asked, "what's up ?, wanna tell me ? "
i sobbed and said "it's just an long story, and it hurts to much..."
" but i already said once, maybe it will reveal your feelings..." Lauri said.
i thought about it and thought "why the hell shouldn't i tell him, he's going to find out soon anyway from the girls if i behave like this... "
with that i told Lauri the whole story, it made me cry even more, but Lauri was right, i talked to the girls, but when i told him it really revealed some feelings i didn't wanted to show anymore, but he reached me in my heart to show my feelings.
and so i did, it made me cry and laugh on the same time, but it really made me feel better since a long long long time...
i watched Lauri in his eyes, they were so beautiful, like Richard's eyes...
Was it possible that i was falling for Lauri ? that i begun to like him ?
it felt weird cause i didn't expected it to fall in love again in my life, but he made me think of Richard in an very good way which i liked, i realised Lauri was the kind of type i liked.
i got back to reality and realised i still cried and quickly dried my tears of and said "sorry for being like this, it's already an year ago but i feel like i had lost everything i loved..."
Lauri still hugging me looked at me and said "your now with me, i will always protect you..."
his green eyes where watching me and i got lost in it, my eyes where watching him to and i felled Lauri layed me back onto the bed.
his face became closer and i felt his eyes watching me which made me blush and i said "what are ya up to ? "
"this.." Lauri said and he inmiddiatly leaned in to kiss me slightly but so carefully on my lips.
i shocked and wanted to push him away, but he tasted to damn good! And i couldn't resist it to kiss him back, i kissed him back with a little bit more passion which made Lauri smiled and kiss me back more and he carefully opened my mouth with his tongue and he played along with mine...
it felt like we were kissing for an eternity but it was only an few minutes when there was an knock on the door and we heard Pauli yelling "LINTU GET OUT OF YOUR BED!, WE...."
he stopped talking when he opened the door and saw me and Lauri laying there on the bed.
Pauli giggled and said " well wanted to tell you we were searching for Alissaa but she's already found i see!"
i blushed and didn't knew what to say, but so where Lauri!
Pauli was still laughing and walked away, i blushed an playfully hitted Lauri on his shoulder and said " thought you would came up with something!!"
"well i couldn't think of something" Lauri giggled.
i giggled with him cause it was an kind of funny, and he asked "Do you mind if i do this again ..? "
And he kissed me again and i agreeded happily and i carefully rubbed my lips on his and i playfully opened his mouth with my tongue.
Lauri started to kiss me more passionater which made me feel so hot and hadn't been in that kind of way since a long time.
but again we were disturbed and Steel came in and said " SISTER, You are forgetting our photoshoot! get dressed!"
i giggled and said "okay, okay, be there in 5 minutes..."
"yeah sure and my brother is fucking my mother ofcourse ? " Steel said.
i giggled again and said "i'm there in 5 minutes don't worry!"
Steel went away and i had to giggle when Lauri looked at me and said " why don't we have some peace when i want to kiss you?"
i laughed and said "dunno, but i will be stoked with questions!"
and then i made myself ready for the photoshoot with the girls...
when i got on the set, i undressed myself and i wanted to yell because i felt an pair of arms around me but the person shutted my mouth.
the person turned me around and said "you're so beautiful...i just can't resist you.."
it made me blush, ofcourse it was Lauri and i kissed him passionatly and giggled and said "well you have to wait when we are back in the hotel!"
Lauri smiled evily and said " why ? why wait if we are here all alone in this dressingroom!"
i giggled and said " well i still have some time...." and with that i locked the room so nobody could bother us....
vrijdag 5 juni 2009
Love on the road Part 4
me and the rest where thinking we needed an stop at an gasstation cause we really needed the fresh air and an walk to stretch our legs.
the girls and me decided that we were hungry and we had our period all on the same time, how weird xD the boys don't like it.
when the bus arrived on the gasstation, we literally jumped out of the tourbus and buyed ourselves chocolate and stole the tv from the guys and started watching a girlsmovie.
i realised that i didn't smoked for a while and i called Steel, "Steel! do you come to smoke an cigarette? "
"hell yes!" Steel said.
and we walked outside and sat down on a bench on the parkingplace from the gasstation.
i sat down, and grabbed my cigarette and litted it and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again and i sighed and said " i just can't fucking believe this.., i mean this was our dream Steel, and now it has come true! "
Steel smiled and said " yeah, know what you mean girl, i just can't believe it all myself to....this is some kind of dream that has come true and i'm fucking happy about it!"
Steel had finished smoking her cigarette and said," i'm going back, your coming ? "
"nah, gonna smoke another cigarette, and need to think an bit..." i said.
Steel looked at me and said "your sure?" and i nodded and said "i'm sure Steel."
Steel walked back to the tourbus and i sat by my own.
thinking and thinking and remember a lot of the last few years.
i curled my legs up untill my chin and cried a bit, i just couldn't help it, i just felt like i needed it and i asked myself "why you Richard, why you..."
while i was still crying i looked at the sky, it was night and the stars were shining beautifully in the sky.
it made me feeling sad even more, it rememberd me of those beautiful nights i had with Richard.
i felt the tears burning on my cheeks and grabbed another cigarette and lit it up, and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out. and again and over again untill when my cigarette was gone.
and i litted up another and inhaled slower.
"your okay Alissaa? " i heard Lauri saying.
i turned and i saw him watching me, and i said "i'm just not feeling that happy, long story..."
He looked at me and said "wanna tell me? "
i shook my head and said " no , i don't want to, it hurts to much..."
"but when you talk about something , some things maybe will reduce..." Lauri said.
i looked at him angry, and said " i just DON'T want to talk about it, it just fucking hurts to much!!"
i started crying again and i started running back to the tourbus, but someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back and hugged me and Lauri started talking "i'm sorry, i didn't wanted to push you in anything, please do believe me if i say that you can always trust me!"
i nodded and just cried and holded him and he holded me.
"i'm sorry, that i yelled to you " i said to Lauri.
he putted his hand under my chin and lifted my head up carefully and said "don't worry about it, i can see you've been hurt very very much, and i would be gladd if i can help you to ease the pain..."
again i felt the tears falling from my eyes and i said sobbing "sorry i'm like this now, it's just all so hard to deal with..."
" i can see that, you just have to know you can trust me whenever you want to, and when you want to, talk to me about it..." Lauri said.
i nodded and dried my tears off and said "Thanks, i really needed this i guessed, i mean the girls are good to me to, they have done so many things for me..."
Then Pauli stood in the opening of the door from the bus and yelled "Alissaa, Lintu!! Come on!! the driver want's to leave here!"
We nodded and we walked back to the bus, Lauri still had his arm around me and when he saw Pauli looking he quickly took his arm back.
when i came back in the bus, i saw the girls looking and i just smiled and nodded to give a sign i'm okay.
i went to my bunker and took the picture from Richard out of my bag and looked at it, i smiled, just me and him together, that was one hell of an time, we were both on the same concert from Hysterica, and i rememberd that we had an hell of a afterparty.
"your okay ? " Lenn said.
i looked up and said "yeah i'm fine lenn.."
Lenn looked at the picture in my hand and said "that was one hell of a concert!"
i smiled and said "yeah indeed, that was an hell of an concert..." i looked again on the picture and putted it carefully back in my bag.
Lenn took me back to the livingroom of the bus and i sat on the couch next to lauri and we all picked an movie to watch together.
we decided we would watch Dancer in the dark.
i watched the movie but i felt my eyes were going to be havier and when i woke up again, i layed against someone and i looked and i smiled " it was Lauri, bet he didn't had the nerves to wake me up and had layed an blanket over me."
i carefully pushed the blanket away and stood up to get something to drink, but a sleepy voice said " and where do you think you are going missy ? "
i turned and smiled and said "getting something to drink, i guess i fall asleep when the movie was playing."
Lauri nodded and said "yeah, didn't wanted to wake you up when the movie was finished."
i smild and said "what do you wanna drink ? "
"an cola please " he said.
i grabbed to glasses and filled them with cola and gave it to him and sat down next to him on the couch.
"what time is it ? " i asked.
"7 o'clock in the morning " Lauri answered.
"jesus christ, fucking early normally i can't get out of my bed..." i said.
Lauri giggled and said " your not the only one.. "
i smiled and said " still thanks for don't waking me up"
"no thanks, you really needed it" Lauri said.
i hugged him and said "still thanks"
Lauri just smiled and said " going to ask if we can make an stop at an gasstation, i really need an cigarette..."
i laughed and said "good idea!"
Lauri walked away to the busdriver and came back a few minutes later and he said "he's going to stop at the next gasstation!"
i smiled and said "jeeej!"
then i hurt my phone ringing, but when i felt in my pockets in wasn't there, so i started searching it and crawled on the floor from the bus to search.
but Lauri said dryly "looking for this ? "
i sighed and said "were did you found it ? "
"on the couch!" Lauri said smiling.
i sighed and took my phone and said "Lintugirl here.. "
"hi hun!!" how are you ? " i heard Anne saying on the other side of the phone..
"ooh hi hun! How are you ? How's it in Romania ? " i asked.
Lauri looked weirdly at me and held his arms like who's Anne?
i smiled and nodded that i would tell him later.
Anne : Soo how's life there in The Netherlands?
me: *laughing* i'm not in The Netherlands anymore
Anne: wow? how come?
me: because i'm touring with The Rasmus !!!
Anne: No ? really ? you're making an fucking joke!!
me: i'm not! and were in Romania in 2 months!
Anne: oohh really ? that's soo awesome!!
me: i will get you backstage passes!
Anne : your amazing! So when are we going to organize an party ?
me: don't know yet, because of the change of plans, i don't know yet when i will return...
Anne: okay, then we will see! but i've to go!
me: okay, talk to ya later hun! have an nice day !
and i hung up the phone again.
"who was that ? " Lauri asked.
i smiled and said "that was an friend of mine from Romania! She's just so sweet! totally in love with Eicca's music and himself.!!
after a few hours everyone woke up and was satisfied to know we would arrive soon at the hotel, so we could get some rest before we had to give an concert tomorrow.
when we arrived, we all took our bags and stuff with us and checked in at the informationdesk.
the woman behind it gave us our keys and me, Steel and Lenn where sharing an room, Sara and Rebel where sharing an room to.
Aki and Lauri where together and so where Pauli and Eero.
i heard Eero and Pauli giggling and i said "what are you guys laughing ? "
cause we think we have the best room, because we already know what the loudest rooms will be under us all!"
i smiled and said "bet you know it, so do i , i like party's!!"
both the guys growned and said "oh no, we thought only Lauri and Aki were the party animals, but we have 3 more!"
"exactly 5!" i heard rebel giggling
i had to laugh to when i saw the faces from Pauli and Eero and even more when i saw the faces from Lauri and Aki, they were totally stunned by us of being party animals.
"i think it's going to be an rough night", i thought giggling.
me and the girls went to our rooms and putted our stuff away and i got tired, thank god i had my own bedroom, the suite was quite big, so i loved it.
i fall on my bed, and falled inmidiatly in sleep.
when i woke up, i heard the girls laughin in the livingroom of the suite, so i walked into it and said" what are you girls up to ? "
"we are going out with Lauri and Aki, Lauri asked if you where coming to"
i smiled and said "sure i'm coming!!"
and i turned around and pulled on my leather trouser and leather corset so i would look totally stunning.
i putted on some make - up and did my hair, and i pulled on my boots.
when we came in the lobby of the hotel, i saw Lauri's mouth fell open, me and the girls giggled, we knew we looked good, we were all in leather, so how could they resist it ? "
i saw Lauri's eyes focussing on my body and i blushed an bit, i couldn't help it, it was just the way he was looking at me, the same way Richard looked at me... it felt soo weird.
Lauri handed his arm and i hooked my arm into his and with that we walked to the neirest pub and sat down at an table.
when we came inside i asked who wanted something to drink, ofcourse we all wanted an beer, so i ordered 7 beers.
then i felt an hand on my thigh and i looked, an weird man was talking against me in his own language so i said in english "please hold your hands off me... "
the man started laughing and said "ooh you're not from around here... don't want to come home with me babe ? " and he looked at his friends who were laughing.
i said "you've had your last warning ... "
the barman putted 7 beers in front of me and i said he could make an bill. he nodded and did what i said.
when i came back, i saw Lauri looking furious at the man who was annoying me.
i smiled and said " don't get mad Lauri, i can handle it myself, just ask the girls if you don't believe me... "
Lauri looked at the girls and Sara said "really in 3 kicks she lays that man down!"
Aki and Lauri looked unbelievble at me and said "what ? now you are making me scared..."
i smiled and said "guys i've had some selfdefence lessons, i just know how to kick..."
i already saw the boys holding their hands in front of their sensitivest place and i giggled, and said "don't worry guys won't use it against you!!"
after a few hours i needed to go the toilet so i went through the small hall and went into the lady's room.
when i came back out of the hall i noticed the man who was bothering me, was waiting, i pretended that i didn't saw the man and wanted to leave him behind ...
but he grabbed me and i said slowly " okay, this was your last warning and now i have enough of it."
but the man stood behind me and his arms were around me.
I fell hard on his foot and then kicked at his shin to, then I turned around and gave him a knee in his cross.
the man fall onto the floor and i said " don't try it ever again or you else..."
when i saw Lauri's face i had to laugh, his mouth was open of surprise and said "well you can save yourself indeed!"
i giggled and said "well know what to do now, but if he had an weapon, i don't know if i would have done the same!"
with that we paid the bill and went back to the hotel, we wished the guys goodnight and went to bed.
when i lay in my bed i couldn't sleep, i had to think about Richard again.
after a while i falled asleep, but i got an nightmare...
it was just all my fault, i saw myself running after Richard, faster and faster, but how faster i go, it only seems he's going to fade away and finally he did, i was just to late to save him... it was just all my fault...
i suddenly woke up, sweating all over my body, and i cried. i really needed someone now, but not the girls i realised.
i stood up, still crying and found the door to Lauri's room and i knocked on it.
and again, slowly the door opened and Lauri stood with his sleepy face in the opening of the door, but when i saw me crying, he suddenly was awake and hugged me and asked " your okay Alissaa? "
i shook my head and said "no i'm not okay.., can i sleep with you ? , i don't want to be alone... "
"ofcourse you can sleep here..." Lauri said.
and he brought me to the bed and layed me down, and came layed down next to me, i instinctly moved over to him and layed against him.
Lauri smiled and said "don't worry, go to sleep, i'm here to watch over you.."
and with that i fall asleep with my arms around him, which was now the safest place on earth for me.....
the girls and me decided that we were hungry and we had our period all on the same time, how weird xD the boys don't like it.
when the bus arrived on the gasstation, we literally jumped out of the tourbus and buyed ourselves chocolate and stole the tv from the guys and started watching a girlsmovie.
i realised that i didn't smoked for a while and i called Steel, "Steel! do you come to smoke an cigarette? "
"hell yes!" Steel said.
and we walked outside and sat down on a bench on the parkingplace from the gasstation.
i sat down, and grabbed my cigarette and litted it and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again and i sighed and said " i just can't fucking believe this.., i mean this was our dream Steel, and now it has come true! "
Steel smiled and said " yeah, know what you mean girl, i just can't believe it all myself to....this is some kind of dream that has come true and i'm fucking happy about it!"
Steel had finished smoking her cigarette and said," i'm going back, your coming ? "
"nah, gonna smoke another cigarette, and need to think an bit..." i said.
Steel looked at me and said "your sure?" and i nodded and said "i'm sure Steel."
Steel walked back to the tourbus and i sat by my own.
thinking and thinking and remember a lot of the last few years.
i curled my legs up untill my chin and cried a bit, i just couldn't help it, i just felt like i needed it and i asked myself "why you Richard, why you..."
while i was still crying i looked at the sky, it was night and the stars were shining beautifully in the sky.
it made me feeling sad even more, it rememberd me of those beautiful nights i had with Richard.
i felt the tears burning on my cheeks and grabbed another cigarette and lit it up, and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out. and again and over again untill when my cigarette was gone.
and i litted up another and inhaled slower.
"your okay Alissaa? " i heard Lauri saying.
i turned and i saw him watching me, and i said "i'm just not feeling that happy, long story..."
He looked at me and said "wanna tell me? "
i shook my head and said " no , i don't want to, it hurts to much..."
"but when you talk about something , some things maybe will reduce..." Lauri said.
i looked at him angry, and said " i just DON'T want to talk about it, it just fucking hurts to much!!"
i started crying again and i started running back to the tourbus, but someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back and hugged me and Lauri started talking "i'm sorry, i didn't wanted to push you in anything, please do believe me if i say that you can always trust me!"
i nodded and just cried and holded him and he holded me.
"i'm sorry, that i yelled to you " i said to Lauri.
he putted his hand under my chin and lifted my head up carefully and said "don't worry about it, i can see you've been hurt very very much, and i would be gladd if i can help you to ease the pain..."
again i felt the tears falling from my eyes and i said sobbing "sorry i'm like this now, it's just all so hard to deal with..."
" i can see that, you just have to know you can trust me whenever you want to, and when you want to, talk to me about it..." Lauri said.
i nodded and dried my tears off and said "Thanks, i really needed this i guessed, i mean the girls are good to me to, they have done so many things for me..."
Then Pauli stood in the opening of the door from the bus and yelled "Alissaa, Lintu!! Come on!! the driver want's to leave here!"
We nodded and we walked back to the bus, Lauri still had his arm around me and when he saw Pauli looking he quickly took his arm back.
when i came back in the bus, i saw the girls looking and i just smiled and nodded to give a sign i'm okay.
i went to my bunker and took the picture from Richard out of my bag and looked at it, i smiled, just me and him together, that was one hell of an time, we were both on the same concert from Hysterica, and i rememberd that we had an hell of a afterparty.
"your okay ? " Lenn said.
i looked up and said "yeah i'm fine lenn.."
Lenn looked at the picture in my hand and said "that was one hell of a concert!"
i smiled and said "yeah indeed, that was an hell of an concert..." i looked again on the picture and putted it carefully back in my bag.
Lenn took me back to the livingroom of the bus and i sat on the couch next to lauri and we all picked an movie to watch together.
we decided we would watch Dancer in the dark.
i watched the movie but i felt my eyes were going to be havier and when i woke up again, i layed against someone and i looked and i smiled " it was Lauri, bet he didn't had the nerves to wake me up and had layed an blanket over me."
i carefully pushed the blanket away and stood up to get something to drink, but a sleepy voice said " and where do you think you are going missy ? "
i turned and smiled and said "getting something to drink, i guess i fall asleep when the movie was playing."
Lauri nodded and said "yeah, didn't wanted to wake you up when the movie was finished."
i smild and said "what do you wanna drink ? "
"an cola please " he said.
i grabbed to glasses and filled them with cola and gave it to him and sat down next to him on the couch.
"what time is it ? " i asked.
"7 o'clock in the morning " Lauri answered.
"jesus christ, fucking early normally i can't get out of my bed..." i said.
Lauri giggled and said " your not the only one.. "
i smiled and said " still thanks for don't waking me up"
"no thanks, you really needed it" Lauri said.
i hugged him and said "still thanks"
Lauri just smiled and said " going to ask if we can make an stop at an gasstation, i really need an cigarette..."
i laughed and said "good idea!"
Lauri walked away to the busdriver and came back a few minutes later and he said "he's going to stop at the next gasstation!"
i smiled and said "jeeej!"
then i hurt my phone ringing, but when i felt in my pockets in wasn't there, so i started searching it and crawled on the floor from the bus to search.
but Lauri said dryly "looking for this ? "
i sighed and said "were did you found it ? "
"on the couch!" Lauri said smiling.
i sighed and took my phone and said "Lintugirl here.. "
"hi hun!!" how are you ? " i heard Anne saying on the other side of the phone..
"ooh hi hun! How are you ? How's it in Romania ? " i asked.
Lauri looked weirdly at me and held his arms like who's Anne?
i smiled and nodded that i would tell him later.
Anne : Soo how's life there in The Netherlands?
me: *laughing* i'm not in The Netherlands anymore
Anne: wow? how come?
me: because i'm touring with The Rasmus !!!
Anne: No ? really ? you're making an fucking joke!!
me: i'm not! and were in Romania in 2 months!
Anne: oohh really ? that's soo awesome!!
me: i will get you backstage passes!
Anne : your amazing! So when are we going to organize an party ?
me: don't know yet, because of the change of plans, i don't know yet when i will return...
Anne: okay, then we will see! but i've to go!
me: okay, talk to ya later hun! have an nice day !
and i hung up the phone again.
"who was that ? " Lauri asked.
i smiled and said "that was an friend of mine from Romania! She's just so sweet! totally in love with Eicca's music and himself.!!
after a few hours everyone woke up and was satisfied to know we would arrive soon at the hotel, so we could get some rest before we had to give an concert tomorrow.
when we arrived, we all took our bags and stuff with us and checked in at the informationdesk.
the woman behind it gave us our keys and me, Steel and Lenn where sharing an room, Sara and Rebel where sharing an room to.
Aki and Lauri where together and so where Pauli and Eero.
i heard Eero and Pauli giggling and i said "what are you guys laughing ? "
cause we think we have the best room, because we already know what the loudest rooms will be under us all!"
i smiled and said "bet you know it, so do i , i like party's!!"
both the guys growned and said "oh no, we thought only Lauri and Aki were the party animals, but we have 3 more!"
"exactly 5!" i heard rebel giggling
i had to laugh to when i saw the faces from Pauli and Eero and even more when i saw the faces from Lauri and Aki, they were totally stunned by us of being party animals.
"i think it's going to be an rough night", i thought giggling.
me and the girls went to our rooms and putted our stuff away and i got tired, thank god i had my own bedroom, the suite was quite big, so i loved it.
i fall on my bed, and falled inmidiatly in sleep.
when i woke up, i heard the girls laughin in the livingroom of the suite, so i walked into it and said" what are you girls up to ? "
"we are going out with Lauri and Aki, Lauri asked if you where coming to"
i smiled and said "sure i'm coming!!"
and i turned around and pulled on my leather trouser and leather corset so i would look totally stunning.
i putted on some make - up and did my hair, and i pulled on my boots.
when we came in the lobby of the hotel, i saw Lauri's mouth fell open, me and the girls giggled, we knew we looked good, we were all in leather, so how could they resist it ? "
i saw Lauri's eyes focussing on my body and i blushed an bit, i couldn't help it, it was just the way he was looking at me, the same way Richard looked at me... it felt soo weird.
Lauri handed his arm and i hooked my arm into his and with that we walked to the neirest pub and sat down at an table.
when we came inside i asked who wanted something to drink, ofcourse we all wanted an beer, so i ordered 7 beers.
then i felt an hand on my thigh and i looked, an weird man was talking against me in his own language so i said in english "please hold your hands off me... "
the man started laughing and said "ooh you're not from around here... don't want to come home with me babe ? " and he looked at his friends who were laughing.
i said "you've had your last warning ... "
the barman putted 7 beers in front of me and i said he could make an bill. he nodded and did what i said.
when i came back, i saw Lauri looking furious at the man who was annoying me.
i smiled and said " don't get mad Lauri, i can handle it myself, just ask the girls if you don't believe me... "
Lauri looked at the girls and Sara said "really in 3 kicks she lays that man down!"
Aki and Lauri looked unbelievble at me and said "what ? now you are making me scared..."
i smiled and said "guys i've had some selfdefence lessons, i just know how to kick..."
i already saw the boys holding their hands in front of their sensitivest place and i giggled, and said "don't worry guys won't use it against you!!"
after a few hours i needed to go the toilet so i went through the small hall and went into the lady's room.
when i came back out of the hall i noticed the man who was bothering me, was waiting, i pretended that i didn't saw the man and wanted to leave him behind ...
but he grabbed me and i said slowly " okay, this was your last warning and now i have enough of it."
but the man stood behind me and his arms were around me.
I fell hard on his foot and then kicked at his shin to, then I turned around and gave him a knee in his cross.
the man fall onto the floor and i said " don't try it ever again or you else..."
when i saw Lauri's face i had to laugh, his mouth was open of surprise and said "well you can save yourself indeed!"
i giggled and said "well know what to do now, but if he had an weapon, i don't know if i would have done the same!"
with that we paid the bill and went back to the hotel, we wished the guys goodnight and went to bed.
when i lay in my bed i couldn't sleep, i had to think about Richard again.
after a while i falled asleep, but i got an nightmare...
it was just all my fault, i saw myself running after Richard, faster and faster, but how faster i go, it only seems he's going to fade away and finally he did, i was just to late to save him... it was just all my fault...
i suddenly woke up, sweating all over my body, and i cried. i really needed someone now, but not the girls i realised.
i stood up, still crying and found the door to Lauri's room and i knocked on it.
and again, slowly the door opened and Lauri stood with his sleepy face in the opening of the door, but when i saw me crying, he suddenly was awake and hugged me and asked " your okay Alissaa? "
i shook my head and said "no i'm not okay.., can i sleep with you ? , i don't want to be alone... "
"ofcourse you can sleep here..." Lauri said.
and he brought me to the bed and layed me down, and came layed down next to me, i instinctly moved over to him and layed against him.
Lauri smiled and said "don't worry, go to sleep, i'm here to watch over you.."
and with that i fall asleep with my arms around him, which was now the safest place on earth for me.....
dinsdag 2 juni 2009
Love on the road Part 3
The girls and me started packing an day before we had to leave and i had to laugh when i saw what kind of mess it was when we tried to find everything to take with us.
and then ...
*crash!!!*
"Oh Fuck you!" i heard Steel cursing. I had to giggle and said " Your okay Steel ? "
"I'm NOT okay!, REBEL YOUR FUCKING PLAYSTATION IS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM!! WHY??" i heard her saying.
And Rebel yelling back "NO, NOT MY PLAYSTATION!! HE HAS TO GO WITH ME ON TOUR!!"
and she jumped through the livingroom and picked it up and putted it carefully in her bag and putted the bag on a safe place were nobody would trip over it again.
we started packing again, and decided to have an girlsnight out only. that means for us....
totally getting drunk and enjoy the music!
so the plan was to go first to the pub and after that we would go into an club which only played Rock and Heavy metal and all that kind of stuff.
when we finished packing our stuff , we decided to change and i looked in my wardrobe, i just wanted to look totally stunning...
so i decided to put on a leather trouser (hell yeah !) and an corset which made my figure looking much better i thought.
i putted some make-up on and styled my hair a bit wild and on that moment Lenn came into my room and she laughed and said "Girl, your are born to be wild!"
i grinned to her and said " i know, sister!!"
Lenn then just asked "can i borrow an corset of yours?, i can't find my own!"
i nodded and said "just pick one out you like!"
Lenn did what i said, and lefted my room again. i putted some juwelry on me and looked at myself in the mirror, and i was satisfied with the issue of my look.
i came back into the livingroom and the girls said " Girl you like sexy! " i laughed it off and said " So do you girls!!"
We called an taxi, cause we knew we would get drunk tonight and we wanted to go back with an taxi as well.
when the taxi arrived we jumped in and he dropped as at an local pub where we sat down on an comfortable couch and ordered our beers.
when i stood at the bar to get some more beers, said someone " hello, precious..."
and i thought "Oh my fucking god, another fake metalhead..."
and i turned around and the man started to touch my ass, so i slowly said, "please don't touch my ass"
The man started laughing and did it again, and i said "man, this is your last warning..."
the barman said to me " And what would it be miss? "
i smiled and said " another 5 beers please..." and i paid the man inmidiatly.
and the man tried it again, he slapped my ass and i turned around and gave him a huge punch in his face and i said slowly " Hope you understand it now, i warned you!"
when i came back at the table, the girls were crying from laughter and i said "what? "
and Steel said " Why can't i punch such kind of man in his face! man i mean, they are only difficult when you are alone!"
i smiled and said " well as you girls saw, i can save my own!"
The girls started laughing again and they said "we feel with you!" and i looked sarcastic to them and said "yeah sure, i don't think so!"
they laughed even more, and after 10 beers i slowly started to feel an bit tipsy and feeling much better then i did since a very long time.
we decided to go to an club and we walked to the next club, when we went inside, i noticed an empty table and winked the girls and we occupied the table.
this round was for Steel, and she went up to get us some beers, i needed an cigarette, so i told the girls i was outside, and told them they had to tell Steel when she got back, so we could smoke together.
when i stood outside the club, i lit my cigarette and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again. "god this feels sooo good " i thought.
i got lost in my mind a bit and thought about Richard, about the fun times and about the sad, we had just so less time to share together when we both noticed we loved eachother.
"Don't think about him " i heard Steel saying.
She smiled to me and she said " it's our night out, a girlsnight... don't think about him, it just will spoil everything before the tour, we need to concentrate and this is our chance to party untill we get totally drunk!"
i looked at her and nodded and said "your right, i just couldn't help it..."
Steel hugged me and said " don't worry sister, we will always be here for you!" and with that she litted her own cigarette and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again.
she smiled and said "god, i really needed this..."
i laughed and said "your not the only one!
we went back inside when we were finishing smoking, and when we got back to the girls, we drunk our beers in one shot and i WON!!
so i said "cool, another round! on my money!!"
they all joined in and i went to the bar to order 5 beers and when i came back we finished it, this time i lost cause i had to laugh about Sara her face.
after a few hours i was totally drunk and i told the girls i had to go to the toilet.
when i came out of it, i walked against someone, and i fall on the ground and i giggled and said " oh no, i felled" and i tried to get up again, but every time i tried i failed.
then a hand reaches out and i grabbed it carefully and with an huge force he pulled me up and i fall against him and hugged him accidentally and when i pulled back i giggled and said "sorry, thanks for helping me."
the man smiled and said "you're okay?, you seem a bit to drunk!"
i giggled and said "no, i am not!, i'm just having fun tonight!!"
the man laughed and said " were are your friends ?, and i pointed to the girls and i said "i can save myself now"
the man smiled and said "your sure ? "
i nodded and giggled and said " you know, it's so funny, it's like i know you, but i can't remember where... "
the man smiled and said " i don't know it to!"
i giggled again and said "you know what? , you are sooo sexy" and i giggled again.
the man started laughing and i said " come here.."
And i looked in his adorable green eyes and kissed him on his lips, another second later, i winked at him and giggled and said "see ya later! " and when i wanted to walk away, i heard an man calling the man i was talking with.
and the man said "Lauri!, come on man! we have to go up early tomorrow!"
there hitted an light in my head, but i couldn't remember where i knew this man from...
when i went back to the girls, they all giggled with me and agreeded that the man was totally hot, but they were also sooo drunk that they couldn't remember where we knew him from....
next morning i woke up exhausted and with an huge headache and cursed myself for drinking to much.
i took an asperine and woke up the other girls, who were moaning to cause they didn't wanted to get up, but they knew we had to go, cause today we went on tour.
when we finally got our stuff together and were dressed we closed the appartment and took a taxi to an parkingplace in the middle of the centre of Almere.
when we arrived at the bus, we saw that The Rasmus already arrived and when i came out of the car and wanted to grab my luggage someone said "need some help ?"
and i giggled and said " yeah please!"
the man laughed and said "well, i'm Lauri, and you are ? "
i smiled and looked at the man and said "i'm Allissaa"
Lauri giggled a bit and said " you look like you have an hangover..."
i looked at him and said "oh, do i look so terrible ? " Lauri giggled and said " your entertainment of yesterday night was quiet funny!"
i looked at him in shock and said "omg, no .. was it you ? "
i blushed and said " what did i do ? " the other girls were looking at me and started laughing and i gave them a look like " just drop dead or something, it's not funny!" but the girls started laughing even more.
i looked embarresed and said to Lauri, " please forgive my behaviour, normally i don't get that drunk that i don't know what i'm doing anymore!"
Lauri smiled and said "it's okay, sometimes i'm so drunk to and then i don't know to what i've done!"
i giggled and said "thank god, then i'm not the only one."
but i still wanted to know what i did so i said "so what did i do to you yesterday ? "
Lauri giggled and said "do you really want to know ? "
i blushed again and said " tell me, it can't be that worse right? "
Lauri said "well, you walked against me, when you came out of the toilet, and you fell, you were so drunk so you couldn't help yourself on your feet, so i gave you an hand but you felt against me and you hugged me, then you started to tell me, how sexy i was and after that you kissed me and then you left to your friends!"
i looked at him horrified and said "omg, was that really me ? "
and i looked ashamed i guessed cause Lauri said " i thought it was qiuet funny and cute as how you looked and were!" and he said again " and to be honest... You looked stunning yesterday, and today also!"
i blushed and said " thanks!"
after that we went into the tourbus which we shared with The Rasmus, we all got our own bunker and i putted my stuff in there and made it my own place.
Lauri's bunker was next to mine and when he was finished he said "do you come to grab an beer? "
i nodded and said "hell yes!"
he laughed and we sat on the couch of the livingroom from the bus.
Lauri grabbed 12 beers out of the fridge and handed them over to us and he sat down next to me.
the guys introduced them to us, and so did we to them and we happily started an conversation...
"and this is an beginning of an great tour" i thought.
and then ...
*crash!!!*
"Oh Fuck you!" i heard Steel cursing. I had to giggle and said " Your okay Steel ? "
"I'm NOT okay!, REBEL YOUR FUCKING PLAYSTATION IS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM!! WHY??" i heard her saying.
And Rebel yelling back "NO, NOT MY PLAYSTATION!! HE HAS TO GO WITH ME ON TOUR!!"
and she jumped through the livingroom and picked it up and putted it carefully in her bag and putted the bag on a safe place were nobody would trip over it again.
we started packing again, and decided to have an girlsnight out only. that means for us....
totally getting drunk and enjoy the music!
so the plan was to go first to the pub and after that we would go into an club which only played Rock and Heavy metal and all that kind of stuff.
when we finished packing our stuff , we decided to change and i looked in my wardrobe, i just wanted to look totally stunning...
so i decided to put on a leather trouser (hell yeah !) and an corset which made my figure looking much better i thought.
i putted some make-up on and styled my hair a bit wild and on that moment Lenn came into my room and she laughed and said "Girl, your are born to be wild!"
i grinned to her and said " i know, sister!!"
Lenn then just asked "can i borrow an corset of yours?, i can't find my own!"
i nodded and said "just pick one out you like!"
Lenn did what i said, and lefted my room again. i putted some juwelry on me and looked at myself in the mirror, and i was satisfied with the issue of my look.
i came back into the livingroom and the girls said " Girl you like sexy! " i laughed it off and said " So do you girls!!"
We called an taxi, cause we knew we would get drunk tonight and we wanted to go back with an taxi as well.
when the taxi arrived we jumped in and he dropped as at an local pub where we sat down on an comfortable couch and ordered our beers.
when i stood at the bar to get some more beers, said someone " hello, precious..."
and i thought "Oh my fucking god, another fake metalhead..."
and i turned around and the man started to touch my ass, so i slowly said, "please don't touch my ass"
The man started laughing and did it again, and i said "man, this is your last warning..."
the barman said to me " And what would it be miss? "
i smiled and said " another 5 beers please..." and i paid the man inmidiatly.
and the man tried it again, he slapped my ass and i turned around and gave him a huge punch in his face and i said slowly " Hope you understand it now, i warned you!"
when i came back at the table, the girls were crying from laughter and i said "what? "
and Steel said " Why can't i punch such kind of man in his face! man i mean, they are only difficult when you are alone!"
i smiled and said " well as you girls saw, i can save my own!"
The girls started laughing again and they said "we feel with you!" and i looked sarcastic to them and said "yeah sure, i don't think so!"
they laughed even more, and after 10 beers i slowly started to feel an bit tipsy and feeling much better then i did since a very long time.
we decided to go to an club and we walked to the next club, when we went inside, i noticed an empty table and winked the girls and we occupied the table.
this round was for Steel, and she went up to get us some beers, i needed an cigarette, so i told the girls i was outside, and told them they had to tell Steel when she got back, so we could smoke together.
when i stood outside the club, i lit my cigarette and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again. "god this feels sooo good " i thought.
i got lost in my mind a bit and thought about Richard, about the fun times and about the sad, we had just so less time to share together when we both noticed we loved eachother.
"Don't think about him " i heard Steel saying.
She smiled to me and she said " it's our night out, a girlsnight... don't think about him, it just will spoil everything before the tour, we need to concentrate and this is our chance to party untill we get totally drunk!"
i looked at her and nodded and said "your right, i just couldn't help it..."
Steel hugged me and said " don't worry sister, we will always be here for you!" and with that she litted her own cigarette and inhaled the smoke deeply and blew it out again.
she smiled and said "god, i really needed this..."
i laughed and said "your not the only one!
we went back inside when we were finishing smoking, and when we got back to the girls, we drunk our beers in one shot and i WON!!
so i said "cool, another round! on my money!!"
they all joined in and i went to the bar to order 5 beers and when i came back we finished it, this time i lost cause i had to laugh about Sara her face.
after a few hours i was totally drunk and i told the girls i had to go to the toilet.
when i came out of it, i walked against someone, and i fall on the ground and i giggled and said " oh no, i felled" and i tried to get up again, but every time i tried i failed.
then a hand reaches out and i grabbed it carefully and with an huge force he pulled me up and i fall against him and hugged him accidentally and when i pulled back i giggled and said "sorry, thanks for helping me."
the man smiled and said "you're okay?, you seem a bit to drunk!"
i giggled and said "no, i am not!, i'm just having fun tonight!!"
the man laughed and said " were are your friends ?, and i pointed to the girls and i said "i can save myself now"
the man smiled and said "your sure ? "
i nodded and giggled and said " you know, it's so funny, it's like i know you, but i can't remember where... "
the man smiled and said " i don't know it to!"
i giggled again and said "you know what? , you are sooo sexy" and i giggled again.
the man started laughing and i said " come here.."
And i looked in his adorable green eyes and kissed him on his lips, another second later, i winked at him and giggled and said "see ya later! " and when i wanted to walk away, i heard an man calling the man i was talking with.
and the man said "Lauri!, come on man! we have to go up early tomorrow!"
there hitted an light in my head, but i couldn't remember where i knew this man from...
when i went back to the girls, they all giggled with me and agreeded that the man was totally hot, but they were also sooo drunk that they couldn't remember where we knew him from....
next morning i woke up exhausted and with an huge headache and cursed myself for drinking to much.
i took an asperine and woke up the other girls, who were moaning to cause they didn't wanted to get up, but they knew we had to go, cause today we went on tour.
when we finally got our stuff together and were dressed we closed the appartment and took a taxi to an parkingplace in the middle of the centre of Almere.
when we arrived at the bus, we saw that The Rasmus already arrived and when i came out of the car and wanted to grab my luggage someone said "need some help ?"
and i giggled and said " yeah please!"
the man laughed and said "well, i'm Lauri, and you are ? "
i smiled and looked at the man and said "i'm Allissaa"
Lauri giggled a bit and said " you look like you have an hangover..."
i looked at him and said "oh, do i look so terrible ? " Lauri giggled and said " your entertainment of yesterday night was quiet funny!"
i looked at him in shock and said "omg, no .. was it you ? "
i blushed and said " what did i do ? " the other girls were looking at me and started laughing and i gave them a look like " just drop dead or something, it's not funny!" but the girls started laughing even more.
i looked embarresed and said to Lauri, " please forgive my behaviour, normally i don't get that drunk that i don't know what i'm doing anymore!"
Lauri smiled and said "it's okay, sometimes i'm so drunk to and then i don't know to what i've done!"
i giggled and said "thank god, then i'm not the only one."
but i still wanted to know what i did so i said "so what did i do to you yesterday ? "
Lauri giggled and said "do you really want to know ? "
i blushed again and said " tell me, it can't be that worse right? "
Lauri said "well, you walked against me, when you came out of the toilet, and you fell, you were so drunk so you couldn't help yourself on your feet, so i gave you an hand but you felt against me and you hugged me, then you started to tell me, how sexy i was and after that you kissed me and then you left to your friends!"
i looked at him horrified and said "omg, was that really me ? "
and i looked ashamed i guessed cause Lauri said " i thought it was qiuet funny and cute as how you looked and were!" and he said again " and to be honest... You looked stunning yesterday, and today also!"
i blushed and said " thanks!"
after that we went into the tourbus which we shared with The Rasmus, we all got our own bunker and i putted my stuff in there and made it my own place.
Lauri's bunker was next to mine and when he was finished he said "do you come to grab an beer? "
i nodded and said "hell yes!"
he laughed and we sat on the couch of the livingroom from the bus.
Lauri grabbed 12 beers out of the fridge and handed them over to us and he sat down next to me.
the guys introduced them to us, and so did we to them and we happily started an conversation...
"and this is an beginning of an great tour" i thought.
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