Love on the road Part 8

Next morning i woke up exhausted, when i looked next to me, i saw a pair of green sad eyes watching me.
Lauri said " can you it explain to me? , i feel so confused now"
i felt the tears coming up, and i started to panick and said "i, i , i just don't know, how to explain, it's al so complicated, the thing is i will be a bother to you.."
Lauri looked at me in disbelief and said "you.. a bother to me ? , Why the hack are you thinking that ? "
i looked to the other side of the room and felt the tears falling down, why did he had to ask this ? i didn't wanted to bother him with my problems.
so i kept my mouth and just didn't knew what to do.
Lauri sat down on my bed and turned with his hands my face to his and said "tell me, you can tell me anything you know..."
I cried, i just couldn't help it, Lauri sighed and layed his arms around me and hugged me, and didn't say anything.
with that i talked, and i talked, i explained it all to him, how scared i am, and how much i realised i loved him and that i didn't wanted to lose him in any way.
Lauri smiled and said "really, i'm not planning to die yet, so and you being scared, i can imagine that, but i will protect you. If anyone is going to hurt you, then i will kill them, and about you loving me... i love you always! "
i looked at him in disbelief and said "you don't think it's weird?"
"why should i? " he said.
i regretted that i was so stupid last night and said "i'm sorry for this.. "
"no problem, just tell me next time if there is something you have to tell me" Lauri said.
I nodded and hugged him.

1 month later...

i returned back home, home... that sounded so good... meanwhile i lived with Lauri together in his house, cause he wanted to be with me.
it was perfect, i felt home, and i loved him so much.
but the paparazzi is very ennoying ,ofcourse they found out that me and Lauri were together.
i opened the frontdoor and called "Hun! i'm home!!"
Lauri showed his face around the corner of the kitchen and said "hi hun, missed you! how was your day today ? "
i sighed and said "busy! but we recorded a new song, it's totally awesome!"
Lauri smiled and said "Good!, can i hear it soon ? "
i smiled evily and said " i have a copy here, but the question is what do i get from you when you hear it ? "
Lauri laughed and tried to get it, i giggled and runned away and jumped on the couch, Lauri tried to grab me but i was to quick and i runned to the bedroom, but before i could jump on the bed, Lauri grabbed me and sat upon me.
i looked at him confused and Lauri had to laugh, i giggled and said "so but you still haven't the cd!, Lauri giggled and kissed me gently and then quickly grabbed it and putted it into the cd-player.
When the music started he started to kiss me gently and soft and i putted my arms around him, with that...
i had a amazing night with the one i love...